I understand your world! - Part VI

I had been with your entire journey, subtly observing the changes that are happening in your life. I know I can’t give more than what you can receive, in spite I want to share everything I have. Like going to the ocean but being able to bring only a bottle of water, which you can carry.

In this observation, I have felt very bad when you have deviated from your learning, your schedule and your priorities,

yielded to wayward attractions the world offers at every stage of life.

Yes, I have seen your longing for the bicycle while you were an infant, then aching for sweets, looking for play and these toys changed over time, to degrees, designations, promotions, public recognitions and I found this list will never going to end until you are going to sleep permanently in the graveyard.

So often I made you stop to rethink where you are putting your best effort on to. I had created hurdles to test your mettle; I had created the sickness to get that rest where you can reconnect with your soul. All these days I had been waiting for you to find your path, which you have forsaken, yet seeking the happiness in pleasures, which are only transient.

I love you so much, that I want to give you only the best I have, that is, myself, and then the whole of my world will follow you. But I have my principles to adhere to, I can’t give just because I want to, otherwise, it may flood you away from the path, because you are not yet in a position to digest it.

I often test you with the temptations, which are much easier for me to give, each time you have indulged in as I expected to be, but you came back seeking to me after a while; Unfortunately, this game is being repeated for a long time since. A wise would not make the same mistake twice. Otherwise, he is no more at that stage.

You too have disappointed me with your on and off love towards me. I know it is not so easy to expect the best when you have not tasted the misfortune enough, to feel, even breathing of air is a blessing, having a good night sleep is a grace, rain droplets touching your cheeks is a luxury, yet you don’t seem to understand that either.

Hence on and off I voluntarily brought tough times to you to make you feel that, your time here is not for the game you are in. Yes, you enjoy every pleasure, immerse yourself in it, yet feel it only lasts till your body. My love for you is so high that I can’t leave you alone in this journey.

I do know disappointment in endeavours can bring you to me easily. But I don’t want that kind of helplessness and you reach out to me. I want you to understand the value of everything before you choose the better moral, before you give up everything else, for the highest good of yourself.

And you know well by now, giving up is only in the mind, in the motive and not necessarily in physical reality. Because just the mere presence of Audi, BMW, titles, cannot have any effect, as it does not, when it is parked beside road.

Yes, they are needed when you are in that level of operation, the world has both the examples and the evidence. They are useful only for those who seek value in it. The same applies to many other things in life, the value you give to it is the only value it carries.

Don’t ever doubt I am advocating you that you develop aversion towards the world that would not help you in any way, what you resist will persist and it keeps appearing around you, the law of attraction. All because you are still holding that in your mind and suffering continues. Remember, holding can be with love or with hatred, but the pain is the result.

Enjoy what comes to you, enjoy what leaves you. Both have the purpose to serve and it is just doing ing. Develop this mindset because one day everything you have to leave; better to leave voluntarily, it less painful, to follow the path of knowledge, wisdom. Anything can be a hurdle or stepping stone, based on what you learn from its association.

I am sure you are progressing as days are increasing in your life counter. And all of our days are numbered, we like it or not. So don’t fret about what did not happen yet, what did not come yet. Because that can deviate you from what can happen at this moment. Increase your commitment towards yourself, rest will follow you as needed.

It is the same force that is leading you, me or anyone, though each of us is at different phases. All these helping forces are connected. We disappoint nature when we don’t enjoy, and turning ourselves into misery. We have already reached 5:00 pm of life, only fewer hours are left and let that be useful. Don’t try to get everyone along with you, only you are fit for escape because of the efforts you have done and by the mercy of your mentors.

If you don't understand these words, leave it as is; take only what makes sense to you and that itself is good enough, just like in nature, we can only take one day at a time.

I clearly understand your world and the other side of the coin, I am articulating it, simplifying it now, the best the words can carry the meaning. I had been there, experienced it first hand, did similar thinking as you do, made the same mistakes you are now making, reached hopelessness, but I trusted my mentor's abilities & stick to the path of self-seeking.